I had a secret crush on a close friend that I believed to be gay, but never asked.  We did everything together, until one fateful summer day where my secrets and assumptions changed my life, forever.

SYNOPSIS:

It was the summer of 2001 in Manhattan. I was 20 and excited about my life. I went out alone four nights a week and I had finally found my tribe, the place where I was celebrated, not tolerated. My days and nights were nothing but bliss, champagne, dancing and new experiences in the luxurious and exclusive Manhattan nightlife scene. One night I went out dancing, and I had just laid eyes on Christopher. Christopher ended up being a very good friend, but he had no idea how I really felt about him. I assumed we would be nothing but friends forever. Christopher didn't agree, and he was about to change my life, giving me one of my firsts. I will never forget him.